Monday, 15 June 2009

• Pre wedding blues?

  Is there such a thing as pre-wedding blues?

  When everything is happening like a massive hurriance going through your life, I hardly had quiet time to sit down and think. Suddenly, silly stuff like "oh, I am getting married. I am going to have a permanent boyfriend. I am going to have one more mother and father plus one more sister. Then a baby or two. I wont have the leisure time to surf internet with my legs crossed. I cannot spend time painting nails and daydream too much." Lots of things. Loads of changes... am I prepared for that? What if I cannot overcome it?

  What if Smelly boy bully me and torture me like that Indonesia socialite? Or treat me like an old grass and go after a young grass 30 years later? By then, I would be old and wrinkley. Suddenly, I became kind of worried and scared. So how?  

  There are many things I can think of and worry about now. Hey, its the uncertain future. Are all brides-to-be like that? Is it normal? Needless to say, I became mistreating the Smelly boy abit. Little bit not happy, I pinch him. Very bad hor? Sikarli he also have pre-wedding blues and decide to confiscate my engagement ring how?

  Then last Sunday, we attended a very special wedding. It was Smelly boy's army friend getting wedded. Perhaps this will be one of the most memorable wedding. Firstly, the venue was held at Sentosa. I had never been to Sentosa for a wedding (I know... suaku). Hah hah. Okie lah. Actually, it was the wedding couple's love story that caught my attention. One day, I was flipping through a women's mag and saw their pictures. The article was about younger men dating older women. And the wedding couple was the couple that the mag's interviewed. We had met up with CJ (bridegroom) a couple of times and knew that he was getting married. But I never knew that he and his wife went through so much to be together. It takes alot of courage and confidence to take this plunge.  

  As the couple did their wedding solemization on-stage, I kept having the flashbacks of the mag's article and recalling how difficult for them to be finally together and for CJ to win the heart of the lady he truly love. It was a lovely moment... but this Smelly boy kept spoliting the moment by whispering, "I think its very nice to have a solemization on-stage hor?... see no need too complicate set-up. One simple table will do.. blah blah blah..."

  But its a lucky thing Smelly boy kept distracting me. If not, I may burst out in tears at their joyful reunion. So pre-wedding blues? It seems so insignificant compared to the love story of CJ and his wife.

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